If Ever

If ever we could bind it up
Integrate it in our souls
Find the time we saw blind
Figure the wrongs gone right

If ever we learned what we had lost
Incomplete and worn
With no sweetness I can have it
A thousand times of nothing

Don't you stop here
Playing with my dirty fears
Falling down the drain
It ended yesterday

If ever we could push away
Smother all the pain
Tear the day down
Smooth all the insanity over

If ever we knew the truth
And grasp the lies within
Wouldn't make it all right
To deny all the things we have done